Learning the Hard Way My First Steps, First Failures, and First Lessons

I came here with the naivety of a complete beginner, thinking I might be able to buy some kind of detection device or miracle system to beat roulette. I truly believed that with enough money or tech, I could shortcut the process.
But I quickly realized how wrong I was. Not because it’s impossible, but because even with today’s advanced tools and knowledge, there are real technical limits. No device will ever replace understanding and skill.
What struck me most here is that some people genuinely have rare, valuable knowledge. They’ve studied, tested, and pushed far. But I now understand why they have no incentive to share everything. And why that’s not only fair, but wise.
Still, what amazes me is the generosity I’ve seen on this forum. Even without full disclosure, so many of you share clues, patterns, and methods with genuine kindness and patience. And for that, I’m deeply grateful.
I’ve been doing the slow, detailed work. Reading every post carefully, picking up fragments of insight, saving screenshots and ideas. It’s like digging for gold one grain at a time, and I’ve learned more here than I ever imagined.
Privately, I’ve been going through a difficult time. Someone in my family is dealing with serious health issues. I came here hoping, perhaps too eagerly, that roulette might be a fast solution to take care of my mother and lift us out of stress.
Now I understand that roulette won’t solve everything. But I also have to say: every hour I spent testing a system, observing spins, analyzing, being fully focused… was an hour I wasn’t living my reality.
My obsession became an escape. And honestly, I needed that.
I’ve learned that the most important qualities are patience, discipline, and above all humility. You have to learn, unlearn, and be ready to re-learn constantly. Without ego, without shortcuts.
I recently experienced my first big disappointment. A system I believed in, worked on for weeks, refined with care… completely failed in practice. All that time, hope, and energy – gone. It hurt.
But I’m not giving up. This is slow work. Painful, yes. But also powerful. Because each failure teaches me to see better, to think deeper, and to respect the game for what it truly is: a long, demanding journey.
To those who drop breadcrumbs of knowledge — thank you. I’ll keep listening, working, observing. Maybe one day, I’ll be able to give something back too.
“Obsession is not a weakness — it’s the fuel of those who want to understand what others give up on.”

Linda

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